so just went down. ii saw red: k so remember that time when i said i liked you JefF09695: yea ii saw red: well basically i still do and i feel like a big idiot because i know you said you didnt like me but i dont know, i guess it just feels like theres something there ii saw red: and i wrote out this whole long thing to say to you ii saw red: but now it doesnt seem like its gonna explain it right ii saw red: but ok ii saw red: remember the other week ii saw red: when i was just sitting there & i wasnt talking or anything JefF09695: ummm JefF09695: lol no ii saw red: k well anyways ii saw red: yeah it was just a really bad day ii saw red: but then, as soon as i started talking to you, things were better again and i know that sounds absolutely rediculous ii saw red: i dont know where this is going really, but i guess i just felt like...you said you didnt like me...but then it kinda seemed like you did... JefF09695: look i like you JefF09695: but as a friend JefF09695: liek JefF09695: im really like flirtatious n stuff like without trying to be JefF09695: n that sounded wrong JefF09695: but thats just how i act ii saw red: alright JefF09695: i mean i dont mean to lead you on JefF09695: i guess thats just how i am JefF09695: n i dont want to stop talking to you ii saw red: :-\ JefF09695: its just idn how to act any other way ii saw red: yeah i get it JefF09695: ok JefF09695: well anytime you want on for bp just holler JefF09695: but i really gotta go ii saw red: cant dont have your number haha JefF09695: lol ii saw red: alright peace JefF09695: i have yours dont worry ii saw red: ps keep this on the downlow por favor JefF09695: adios ii saw red: byyye
and now, i don't know what to do. i'm honestly laughing about the fact that after i poured my heart out & he shot me down, he actually had the nerve to bring up us playing beer pong in the near future. FUCK. THAT. SHIT.